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THIS POST SHALL BE BLUE and GREY
i feel rejected.
actually just... sad. i can't believe i was silly enough to think i had a chance of becoming... something. anything. PIT or JPSL. i thought i had what it takes. but refering to laura'a blog, i feel that she is right. as she said, there are 2 reasons why God said no.
1. the time isn't right. the calling isn't right.
2. to humble me.
despite knowing these, i still feel sad. and i don't feel like doing anything not even posting or studying. but i have to.
all i can do is keep wondering and asking why. and pray.
be emo.
the world doesn't seem that colourful anymore